SEE!!!!! this is the key chain!!!! so freaking sweet right?!
thks ELIZABETH!!!! u are SOOOOOOO SWEET!!!!!!!!!
omg.... LOVE u to ttm!!! aww...
thks for all the things ah... i seriously doubt i can live without u...
OH no!
lucky i have friend like u, if not my life is seriously black and white...
hehe.
we are always dreaming about my dream guy which will nvr exist .___.
but still... is quite interesting ^^
laugh at my stupid cold jokes... camworh tgt...play monopoly with u...
wahseh... im superb touched! better than a real sister will usually do...
LOVE U! LOVE U!
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still, I LOVE U! (i seriosuly nvr say this sentence to anyone but U! (: )

now i know the agony of a sprained back
is OUCH OUCH OUCH!!!! i cant even slp!!! i cant believe i only slp for 2 hrs.
Lessons learnt:
never do things without warm up! is super IMPORTANT! and pls do rmb to cool down too! take care of your body!


(maybe i over react over small things...)

NIGHTMARE!!!!
this is so different frm what i want.
why things change so much?!?!?
im really dissapointed with ahem...
haiz.
and i feel like a puppet doing steps, routine instead of dancing :(
now i know what ryan means
i seriously hate what im doing now
i want dance not steps!!! now i look like a noob :(
if i dont even like the steps and the feel is not right,
how can i enjoy and dance? im stressed when i screwed up things
im stressed when cher stand in front of me and stare at me
well... this is so different when im in BDC.
maybe the dancers are more zai, more pro, all
got background that why... but im not enjoying
so i thought of self learning with my dance clique and in the end...
we ended like strangers...
:((
slipped, fell... all nonsnense in the performances .___.
so anrgry and disappointed with myself :(
im no fit to call myself a dancer...
but like what my friend say: "learn frm the mistakes, all dancers make mistakes. just make sure dont repeat it next time"
i will... i hope i can overcome all these and find back my oldself
i really do pray**
how i wish someone knows me frm inside out. even my parents cant.
sometime im really tired but still, i tried my very best to swallow all
my tears back to my stomach... hoping that somone can save me...
i will not give up.... not till when i really tried my best. i want to tell the whole world that i can cope all these and im independent.


thks sis!!! and many others for suppoting me frm the start to the end!
withough u all i would not be here.. able to surivive through these periods...
thks very much!!! i love u all <3


i will be strong and smile as much as i could, hope that i wont
disappoint u all... especially eliz sis!!!! thks so much for all the things man
i just need one friend like u and im statisfied. u are always there for me man.
im grateful for that! sis forever ya! i promise i will be there if u need me too
no matter what (:

hi!!!! back... finally...
wow.
alot of things happened within a month...
laughters, cries, madness...
phew...
but thkfully i gt a bunch of awesome friends
behind me, giving me encouragement...
(ps... i really do need encouragement frm u guys, it mean alot to me :D )

and im back to dancing. i think im adjusted to the new environment
but still enjoy better with my old cliques though.
LOL.
broadway not as bad as i thought it was...
but it can really make me dizzy and crazy with all
the blockings... i cant concentrate at times!!! .___.


hope i will have more fun this weekends though
mid yr is coming real soon :X

BOO-YAH! :D