so feverish...
had a long day...
woke up because of my house's phone ringing =.=
damn it.
then went to ps and catch movie(:
finally!!!!!!!!!
a movie that i wanted to catch so much :X
it was nice!!! though im closing my eyes for some scenes
as that was natural reaction when u heard "BOOM!!!!!"
lucky got sis's hand to squeeze...
i think i also shouted unconsciously ...
oops >____<
and then mood swing suddenly. so sry to sis!
sry that u must tahan this kind of nonsenese bull shit
i knw i was impatient, scary blah crap
but i cant hide my feelings


dk why... im easily pissed off nowadys :X
so sry to the innocent ones if i dao u guys .... :P
but the GOOD NEWS for TODAY IS... .... (drumrolls~)
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my dear ELIZABETH GANN -----> TOP SCORER (BA)!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so happy for u.... gosh. what a genius sis i have :D
pass me some of ur genes kk!!!!
wah.... smart smart(: a BIG BIG BIG CONGRATS!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOHOO!~



sad life i have...
i just realised when im angry,sad,frustrating,confused,feeling empty
i will have the urge to cry... oops
so unlike me... haiz.
but the only time that i wont cry is when im happy and touched.
i thought i will cry during my farewell, or my last performance
or when my sis did so many sweet things for me! but i didnt .____.
just feel so speechless that i dk what words can be used
to describe...


i thought the story had just begun but it was then...
i realised it has ended. . .

i lost.
everything...
my courage, confidence, strength...
its scary when u feel empty ... ...
my soul______________ gone =.=


time flies, i thought i will never survive through...
i did. but lost...
haha
sad, depressed..
im crazy :X


but thankfully there are supports frm loves ones <3
i will need do some reflection. keke.

XDXDXDXDXDXDXD!!!!!!
OH FREAK!!!! THIS MUST BE A DREAM! :x
i cant believe man...
had lunch and ride on his car...
omg. i must be making a big fuss over it.
but to ordinary girl like me, is a BIG THING!
gosh. we can chat anything frm dance to politics to playing
stupid games!!!!
aww... i have no regrets liao. R.I.P
haha.
how i wish i can pause the time at that moement.
he helped me to cook cus i dk how crack an egg :x, help me to prepare the food
help me to stir my drink. aww!!!!!
im a queenie today(:
hehehe.

~ dreams can really come true even u nvr dreamnt that it will!!!
MIRACLES DO HAPPEN!!! <3

oh freak....
im so dead for the papers :X
die!!!!!
physics pls!!!! save me! stare stare but still dont get u...
argh.
i think i will jump down very soon.
LOL.


hehe. finally i started to learn dance frm videos.
my first target: "what are words"
hehe.
only get like first eight steps for 1 hr?! :X
i damn zai. can replay for zillionth time!
haha! who want challenge with this noob here for taking
the longest hrs to learn a few steps?
muhahahha. and i dk why im so proud still .___.
at least. some sense of achievement for the day.
:P


keep going! keep the momentum! (p=mv) LOL.
ok. im insane. totally. ignore pls :/

self control is all i need....
LOL.
happy belated birthday khj!!! <3

i love today.....
i cant expressed in words.
i think im gonna crazy soon.
like to dance but cant dance.... the feeling sucks.
can dreamnt of dance and wake up suddenly... the urge to dance.
LOL.
but after today, i found back the courage.
to start everything from scratch again....
i hope i can persevere on and nvr lose this determinationa and
passion again! NEVER!!!!


the feeling is awesome :D

back(:
wow... these days im thinking crap!
dreamnt of weird and funnny stuff...
guess im too impatient...
eliz, we should wait tgt....
precious diamonds are meant to be discovered...
hopefully not too long!!! LOL.

i catched the live to dance show...
damn inspiring...
this is what i learnt:

1)dance unites ppl frm all walks of life, regardless of sex or age.
2)dance for fun, enjoyment! ^^
3)if is a grp, must show the spirit and coordination - NOT sole performances.
4)techniques are important but feel is most crucial.
5)do not do stunts to impress and hurt urself! health is more important! (i know im been doing silly stunts, so yea... will take note :P )
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LASTLY, dance with PASSION! not about results but the self stastifaction!!! NEVER BE AFRAID TO FALL!



AWW.... so freaking awesome!!! i want learnt frm them...
will work hard to realise my dreams <3
i wish ~~
haha! XD