so this is me again(: theres so many many things that i want post.... but life is getting hectic so i dont get the chance to post.... until now... haha! hmm... where should i start.... smetimes i wonder, if u knw who u are waiting for wont appear again, would u wait still? if u knw there wont be anything in the end, would u still want to continue this? theres alwasys smeone special inside ur heart, smewhere but hidden maybe.... but i wonder, who is the one that im waiting for... everyone starts to find their special ones or should i say found their special ones... so would i meet one? someday? there is so many things that i want to tell that person, one that i can lean on when im tired,cry to, one that can listen to me and understand though i didnt mention a word, always standing by me no matter what, supporting me, encouraging me..... but guess its not time yet, so i will be a strong gal still(: ~to see the rainbow, one have to put up with the rain~