Back! so..... these few weeks were boring max, doing mundane chores and blah. dk how i managed to survive through :/ but somehow i kinda enjoy this dull life at the very least there aint much stress and things to contemplate on. However i realise i tend to stress over little things now and then... and i feel im wasting my every min in my life by not doing anything significant/meaningful but oh well, i cant find those meaninful things :( despite having mre free time, i didnt go out and party as often... sadded :( the only thing im looking forward to is my hol trip in june :D after all the obstacles and perserverance, the trip was finally finalised. phew. felt guilty for the bomb-like cost but was subdued by the excitement :P oopsie anyway, wanted to post alot of comments here but forgot what i wanted to expressed :/ one of it is the dissapointment i got from my surrounding friends. hais some of them are like changing too much :/ oh why~ true,steady and honest friends are so hard to find... hais. or is it just me? hmm.... there's little friends remaining that i could pour my woes on, everyone looks so superficial and fake ._____. and yes, i realise there isnt a word called "fairness" in life.... oh why (again) ok i think i've been nagging... Random thought: can someone enligten and guide me pls(: